Thursday, September 8, 2011

Remembering 9/11

For most people, 9/11 is a very sensitive topic due to personal losses, insecurities that came from the event or maybe even just out of anger at those who would commit such a catastrophic mass of destruction-- for what? To make a point?

I know that in my family it was a disaster that hit a little too close for comfort in my family. On my father's side, the great majority of our family lives in New Jersey, Pennsylvania and even New York City, just blocks from Ground Zero. However, I was lucky that no one in my family was injured in the attacks, unlike so many others who lost their fathers, mothers, sisters, brothers-- aunts and uncles, grandparents... My family was very lucky.

On September 11, 2001, I was in the first grade and I remember my mom picked my brothers and I up early from school, like so many other parents were doing. It was a shock to our entire nation, no one felt safe. Planes had gone down in rural areas and well populated areas alike and after such a horrific event that NO ONE expected, who knew what was to be expected next? My mother told me that there were people backed up at the gas stations, predicting oil would be cut off from the Middle East and prices skyrocketing. Airport security was almost ridiculous for years after, and why wouldn't it be? It's a shame we couldn't even feel safe in our own country.

Today, almost 10 years after the first tower came crashing down toward earth, American's still have the same question. After the shock and grief of our country's loss had passed, we are still angry. As a nation, we are still fighting this and trying to understand why. Why all those lives had to be lost, why some group in the middle east decided they had it in their power to take hundreds and hundreds of lives in one day. Sometimes we blame ourselves, trying to understand what we did wrong, but no matter how much we think or how hard we try to understand-- We can only rebuild and try to compensate for what we have lost, but we will never be the same.

9/11 will always be talked about, it will always be remembered for those who lost their lives trying to escape or just trying to save another life. These people, these two structures, this statement that divided the world in two will never be forgotten.